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Post by Alucard on Jul 11, 2008 18:18:29 GMT -5
I know I just registered, but I figured I would give you all a heads up with things just in case.
As of right now, I have a lot of things on my plate to deal with. Trying to get a job, getting my full liscence, working on stuff for otakon, and also working on school stuff for next year, my time will be limited.
There will be times when I am not on for a few days or I am only on for an hour or so. I thought I'd just let you know so you didn't think I'd left. |
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Post by Supreme Master on Jul 11, 2008 18:50:01 GMT -5
Thanks for the warning Ancient One, and good luck!
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Post by Alucard on Jul 17, 2008 19:15:49 GMT -5
No prblem^^ and thanks! And I have something to show you, a piece of my outfit for otakon. -goes to make thread about it-
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Post by Supreme Master on Jul 17, 2008 19:23:29 GMT -5
Hey, hows everything going? I can't wait to check it out!
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Post by Alucard on Jul 17, 2008 19:28:29 GMT -5
Not good at all. We just found out my cousin has brain cancer.....
I posted the thread in the art board.
And, your avvy kinda died Master....>>
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Post by Supreme Master on Jul 17, 2008 19:40:14 GMT -5
Oh I 'm sorry to hear about your cousin.
I know your time constructing your Liger suite must be very limited.
Thanks, I'll have to fix my avantar, I don't know what happen to it.
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Post by Alucard on Jul 17, 2008 19:43:49 GMT -5
I think the image was deleted or something....
Limited? Sort of, I can only work on it when my partner helping me has time, and when my dad has time, he's good with this kinda stuff, but 12 hour shifts really take it out of you thats for sure....
Its a shame, she's so young only 25....well, reality sucks sometimes right?
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Post by Supreme Master on Jul 17, 2008 19:51:46 GMT -5
Life is a test, to see how we react to certain situations. To see if we have the will and power to continue to carry on a test of will and faith. Your cousin is young, not much older than myself. She is young enough to fight through this.
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Post by bebop04 on Jul 17, 2008 20:07:41 GMT -5
:/ Take alot of time to get things back together.
Spend as much time as you can with your cousin.
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Post by Alucard on Jul 17, 2008 20:20:49 GMT -5
-shakes head- The concer will kill her, it migrated from her breasts...and its the most agressive type of cancer as well HER2 its protien based, meaning its not only rare but deadly. I did my homework..and she has 4 little cancerous tumors in her brain..only thing she can do is radiation...and it will only make her suffer. I am very into sciene I know alot about genetis and things such as this....
true it IS a test...but..still life is cruel, you do what you must to survive.
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Post by bebop04 on Jul 17, 2008 20:23:44 GMT -5
You basically said everything I didnt want to say, but I know its true.
I didnt way to say it to make it sound like you should bury your cousin right now
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Post by Supreme Master on Jul 17, 2008 20:25:35 GMT -5
If there ever was a good time for a miracle, right now would be the perfect time. I wish nothing but the best for all of you. I didn't know you were into science, do I hear that as a profession in your future?
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Post by Alucard on Jul 17, 2008 20:29:14 GMT -5
I like animals, I'm going to be a vet when I'm older.
Well death haunts my family. My gandmother died back in october..my uncle has bone cancer, my cousin has brain cancer, my mom has minears disease, my dad has high blood pressure, I have heart problems, I'm deathly allergic to all antibiotics, my mom also has problems with narrowing of her arteries....besides, cancer skips generations. It skipped my mom and aunt, so it hit my cousin, and it all points towards me next.
But I'm too stubborn, I'm not rolling over and dieing.
I know i shouldn't say this, but my family is split up..the two sides hate eachother and within those sides there is nothing but hate. I never really got to know my cousin..so how can I be sad over the death of someone I don't know?
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Post by bebop04 on Jul 17, 2008 20:33:50 GMT -5
ITs a death You wouldnt want to wish it upon anyone else.... Its like writing someone's name in a death book, and that person dies a second later... Its a basic human feeling Wouldnt want to be caught in the middle of that split. Dont pick a side, but dont stay in the middle. We all have health problems. I cant really carry anything heavy, otherwise, my heart starts beating fast without delivering enough blood to my muscles (in my entire body, including the heart)  Frail frame |
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Post by Alucard on Jul 17, 2008 20:43:04 GMT -5
Dude, that just sucks.
I know I will sound like a monster...but after what has taken place, over the entire lifespan of this family of mine...I have grown cold, I have grown heartless. I could careless if they were to die. After everything they've done, after everything.....the wounds run too deep to heal, and the deeds done are far too great to be forgiven....I choose to remove myself from the situation completely.
Tre I cried at first because it was the loss of a life...but in the end, the world stops for on one, death waits for none...the world moves on, even when death comes.
I relate it to what Ed said from FMA....all is the world...one is me......
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